Shut the fuck up and get on your knees

Hello again.

What can I say? I think that title of this post says a lot... It is how I feel today and sadly it can't be fulfilled... It is frustrating that I am here all alone and without any service from my slave...

I just want to cut the small, everyday talk and make him to shut up and kneel. This is where he should be, kneeling in front of me, looking at my shoes; just waiting there for my next command... being all miserable and pathetic... What should be and reality are two different things.

I miss dominating him, I miss using his body for my pleasure, I miss seing his dick get hard when he smells my dirty pantyhose. But what I miss the most is for him to worship my feet! The only thing I am really interested in right now is to get through these 17 days so that I can use his services again.

He has 7 days left to jerk off before and then he has to stop... so 10 days without touching will make him ready for me. Just the way a like it. I told him to do a lot of things before I get back and I really hope he made a list. We will be together for 15 days before I have to leave again. I just want to make the most out of it. Use him as much as I can because I know how much I will miss it when I'll be gone again. 

Domination is something that you just can't fake, it is something that it is natural to me. There is a lot to learn about it, learn how to properly train your slave so he is able to fulfill your needs. 

So now I am here, alone, with unsatisfied need for my domination over him. Most importantly, time is passing by and soon, very soon he will be available again; as he should be all the time. But that will happen soon as well. 

While I'm writing this, I am in my bed, wearing one of my favorite pair of pattern pantyhose and there is nothing more that I would rather do than command him to kneel, tie his hands, put a little collar around his dick and hook a leash to it; and of course make him to worship my feet like there is no tomorrow. I would want him to completely dedicate himself to that task while I am typing on my computer. I would want him to suck every toe, I would want to feel the softness of his lips around my pantyhose covered toes.
I would want to see that look on his face when he thinks he is done with one feet but I tell him that he is not even close to done with it and tell him to go back to worshiping. To see his face just before he opens his mouth again... I want to feel that satisfaction when I am trying to put both of my feet in his mouth and he is trying to open it, more and more... I want to put it even deeper than the last time! I want to rub my toes against his back teeth and make him choke. 

I should not even start with the cleavage of my feet, when he is using his tongue and teeth to scrub away all the dirt and sweat that I've saved for him! I want to see his look from down bellow. To see his look which is saying "thank you", thank you for being amazing and thank you for letting me serve you. He knows where is his place and that he was meant to serve me, serve me with all the devotion and loyalty. At the end of the day when we are together we both feel fulfilled and satisfied.

G.